i just have so many questions in my mind right
now. i don’t even know where to start. i wonder if what i’m feeling right now
is even right. is it even justifiable? i mean, do i have the right to question
things? events? whatsoever?… gosh, i’m even using the word “right”
repeatedly. what is wrong with me? or is it really me? is something wrong with
me? maybe it’s not me. maybe the problem lies on the people i put so much
trust.
there’s nothing wrong with trusting somebody so
much, right? i mean, one should give a person a chance to prove his
trustworthiness. but what if you feel like he’s not worth it? should you still
continue to give him a chance?
anyway, this blog is not everything about trust.
i just wanna let it out! i just wanna let what’s eating me up this past few
hours out! i’ve been trying to contact a friend. but it seems to me, he/she is
out of reach. i wonder if he/she’s ok. i don’t know. i even wonder if i should
be worried about his/her welfare. is it his/her welfare i should be worried
about? or is it something else?
goodness! i just don’t like the state i’m in to
right at this very hour. i feel clueless!?! this feeling disturbs me. it sucks.
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